Leader? NO, MAYBE?
Naive? YES
Unforgivable? DEFINITELY
Lonely? SOMETIMES
Weird? YUP
These are some of the things that I have to say that I have felt in the past year. I am getting to a point to where at 26 I have nothing accomplished. Yes I have an associate degree in Massage Therapy and Advance Therapy but I have not been able to use that degree since I was not able to pass the exam to get licensed. I felt like a loser and that I have wasted a year for nothing. Now that I am back in school I still feel insecure because I am surrounded by people who are smarter and financially stable then I am. I tend to compare myself to others and wonder what the hell am I doing here and why I am wasting my time. I failed my chemistry I and II and now I have to retake those classes again. I just do not understand what I am doing wrong.
Stupid? Yes
Comprehension? MOST TIMES
Anxious? YES
Highly favored? YES
What am I doing wrong and what can I do to make it better. Everyday I feel that I am not doing anything that is worth something. I think about all the things that I probably could do if I have just the right amount of funds and precision. I am eager to do something with my life then sit for it to occur.
I do thank the lord above for giving my life and providing the opportunities to do so but I just do not understand why I let myself feel that way. I know all things comes in times but sitting and not knowing is quite aggravating, dont you think?
Take charge? No
Creative? NO IDEA
Sad? YES :(
AM I CRAZY?????
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